Yet another attempt at keeping one of these things...

Feeling:	Neutral, cold, and calculating. A little bit tired.
Music	Tuesday's Gone - Metallica, God - Seeded Crown, Planet Caravan - Pantera

I wonder how I'll go. I tried it before...too many passwords and back and forth emails. What a joke. Im sitting here, Laura should be here soon to work on physics presentation....

This city is too full of people. We watched Secretary last night, me and my girl and her girl. What a strange world i find myself in. I liked the movie. It spoke to some deep fetish in me. I want a slave girl hehe... But its really the opposite. Maybe i should get my naràyaà to fetch me a drink.

I can't let this city drag me down. I have to learn to be me, and not be dependent on others for my self esteem. I'm good enough for me. I can be good enough for anyone. Sometimes I forget that my girl is in love with me because I'm me. Not because I'm some construct.

This song is so beautiful, this Planet Caravan. The best mellow music is always done by heavy heavy bands. My printer looks like a vacuum cleaner. I want to have sex. Please. Soon. We'll see what the evening brings. Homework and cleaning up most likely.

And please don't get me started on americans. They don't even have custard!